[00:00.000] 作词 : Nash
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Nash
[00:48.79]Barbecue food is good
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[00:54.32]You invite me out to eat it I should go
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[01:00.23]But I'm feeling kinda nervous
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[01:03.29]And not quite myself
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[01:06.29]So I'm running late on purpose
[01:09.28]And I know this won't help
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[01:12.36]How things have become between us
[01:15.36]If I go you'll give me help
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[01:18.31]And that I don't know how to fix it is making me unwell
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[01:25.01]But I arrive at your house but you've just got up
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[01:42.37]And you are wearing a towel and your eyes look dark
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[01:48.54]I help to dry your body and I see your cut
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[01:53.88]So I give you a plaster and we cover it up
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[01:59.86]I say have you been crying and you say shut up
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[02:05.34]So we sit in the garden and touch grass with our hands
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[02:22.88]The sun is going down now and it's been okay
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[02:28.24]You tell me all the things you did while I was away
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[02:33.83]And this worries me so much
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[02:39.21]You say you're fine
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[02:45.40]Listen can you hear it
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[02:56.54]If you speak will I feel it
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[03:07.77]Will it hurt
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[03:13.59]And I knew it
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[03:19.14]I don't know
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[03:26.28]I don't know how all people haven't got mental health problems
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[03:29.33]Thinking is one of those stressful things I've ever come across
[03:32.18]And not being able to articulate what I want to say drives me crazy
[03:35.54]I think I should read more books and learn some new words
[03:38.05]My sister used to read the dictionary I'm going to start with that
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[03:41.08]I'd like to travel
[03:42.38]I want to see India and the pyramids a whale
[03:44.92]And that race with all the bicycles in France
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[03:47.43]I'm not sure about rivers they scare me
[03:49.13]But I love swimming I'm good at it
[03:50.65]When I swim I count the laps and this helps me with numbers
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[03:54.41]When I was younger I saw a house burnt down
[03:56.58]And I walked past it for the next six years
[03:58.65]Derelict black chalky and dangerous I wondered if squatters lived there
[04:02.63]Still not sure but I know there were not any parties COZ they were shit
[04:05.77]After a while the council got round to tidying up the town
[04:08.89]They say it was a nice sore so they threw it down
[04:11.25]Behind the house there was a wall
[04:12.99]With a few bits of crappy graffiti
[04:14.41]And the word cunt written on it in massive letters and I walked pass that
[04:17.48]I like sitting in the park and I like walking through it
[04:20.32]I like taking my dogs there and friends and I like being alone
[04:23.74]I like being able to shout but I wish I could be quiet
[04:26.39]But when I'm quiet people think I'm sad and usually I am
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[04:29.79]Sometimes when I'm at a busy train station somewhere
[04:33.18]Big with noisy trains like kings cross
[04:35.44]I feel like putting down my bags and shouting out because
[04:38.13]I have something to say
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[04:46.15]Don't you want to share the guilt
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[04:51.47]Don't think just try and sleep