[00:27.98]I was young and I was reckless man
[00:30.20]Moved out at seventeen and made my momma mad
[00:33.07]I thought I had it all figured out
[00:35.15]A pocket full of pills and a forty in my mouth
[00:38.18]Peeled out in my big black Chevy
[00:40.80]Flipped it six times and I knew that I was ready
[00:43.54]To straighten up because my best friend died
[00:46.11]I didn't wanna carry on living that life
[00:49.76]And now I'm running from the scene
[00:52.45]'cause I was caught up in the crime
[00:55.28]It's a loaded memory
[00:57.68]Yeah it kills me every time
[01:00.78]And I'm trying not to scream but it's eating me alive
[01:05.84]I'm still haunted by the best years of
[01:09.14]The best years of my life
[01:13.15]Yeah let me take y'all back
[01:17.18]I was young and I was helpless man
[01:19.50]Self medicating my own depression man
[01:22.51]I drank a bottle after breakfast
[01:23.96]Took a look in the mirror ripped the rosary off my necklace
[01:26.88]Damn
[01:27.97]I lost my job so I lost faith
[01:30.41]I just saw a baby bump in my girl's waist
[01:33.42]I need a drink to feel right
[01:35.20]Party with my homies to escape from real life
[01:38.37]Yeah we had it all figured out
[01:40.58]A pocket full of pills and a forty in my mouth
[01:43.03]But I never should've let my best friend drive
[01:45.87]'cause he's the reason my child will never see me alive
[01:48.51]Damn
[01:49.86]Now I'm running from the scene
[01:52.40]'cause I was caught up in the crime
[01:55.25]It's a loaded memory
[01:57.80]Yeah it kills me every time
[02:00.84]And I'm trying not to scream but it's eating me alive
[02:05.85]I'm still haunted by the best years of
[02:09.18]The best years of my life
[02:21.93]All of a sudden nothing matters anymore
[02:24.49]He lost it all
[02:25.36]his life was scattered on the floor
[02:27.27]And now his family's tryna pick up all the pieces
[02:29.39]I am locked up in a box
[02:30.71]I am a monster
[02:31.44]I'm the reason that he's gone
[02:33.36]Wish I could take it all back
[02:35.50]Press rewind and take a picture of the past
[02:38.31]Pause it feel my heart turn black
[02:40.86]My lungs are smoldering
[02:41.90]I'm breathing in the ash
[02:44.50]Now I'm running from the scene
[02:47.03]'cause I was caught up in the crime
[02:49.80]It's a loaded memory
[02:52.28]Yeah it kills me every time
[02:55.33]And I'm trying not to scream but it's eating me alive
[03:00.38]I'm still haunted by the best years of
[03:03.68]The best years of my life
[03:11.35]I'm still haunted by the best years of
[03:14.58]The best years of my life
[03:22.30]I'm still haunted by the best years of