[00:00.98]8. Suite Sister Mary
[00:01.58][SPOKEN]
[00:02.36][Dr. X:] "Kill her. That's all you have to do."
[00:07.82][Nikki:] "Kill Mary?"
[00:09.06][Dr. X:] "She's a risk, and get the priest as well."
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[01:16.58]10 P.M., I feel the rain coming down
[01:23.37]My face feels the wet, my mind the storm
[01:30.37]Flashing lights as people race to find shelter from the pour
[01:38.16]Moving silent, through the streets, they're mine, they're
[01:41.54]mine
[01:45.89]
[02:00.12]Midnite, she sings praises in the Hall
[02:06.86]To saintly faces hallowed be their names she can't recall
[02:14.60]Sister Mary, virgin Mary, silent with her sin
[02:21.06]( [Mary:] "What are you doing out in the rain?" )
[02:22.54]She feels me, I can taste her breath when she speaks
[02:27.26]( [Mary:] "I've been waiting for you. Come in." )
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[03:13.06]Mary, Mary just a whore for the underground
[03:16.45]They made you pay in guilt for your salvation
[03:19.50]Thought you had them fooled? Now they've sent me for you
[03:23.75]You know too much for your own good
[03:26.55]Don't offer me faith, I've got all I need here
[03:30.56]My faith is growing, growing tight against the seam
[03:33.73]What we need is trust, to keep us both alive
[03:37.49]Help us make it through the night
[03:40.64][Mary]
[03:41.22]I've no more want of any faith
[03:44.90]Binds my arm and feed my mind
[03:52.02]The only peace I've ever known
[03:55.49]I'll close my eyes and you shoot
[03:58.08]No Mary, listen, you've got to pull your strength from my
[04:03.04]lips
[04:03.41]I pray I feed you well
[04:05.65]Your precious cross is gone, it made me wait so long
[04:09.13]For what you gave to everyone
[04:12.22]The priest is cold and dead on his knees he fed
[04:16.48]From my barrel of death, he turned the Holy water red
[04:21.60]As he died he said thank you
[04:24.40]I just watched him bleed
[04:26.60][Mary]
[04:26.87]I feel the flow, the blessed stain
[04:30.51]Sweating hands like fire, and flames
[04:38.30]Burn my thighs, spread in sacrificial rite
[04:41.05]The hallowed altar burns my flesh once more tonight
[04:50.68]Mary, sweet lady of pain
[04:54.73]Always alone
[04:57.91]Blind you search for the truth
[05:04.81]I see myself in you, parallel lives
[05:12.16]Winding at light-speed through time
[05:20.81]
[07:07.64]No time to rest yet
[07:09.00]We've got to stop his game
[07:11.50]Before madness has the final laugh
[07:14.48]Too much bloodshed
[07:16.03]We're being used and fed
[07:18.52]Like rats in experiments
[07:21.40]No final outcome here
[07:23.38]Only pain and fear
[07:25.75]It's followed us both all our lives
[07:28.76]There's one thing left to see
[07:30.29]Will it be him or me?
[07:32.58]There's one more candle left to light
[07:35.44][Mary]
[07:36.06]Don't turn your back on my disgrace
[07:39.58]The blood of Christ can't heal my wounds...so deep
[07:46.40]The sins of man are all I taste
[07:49.46]Can't spit the memory from my mind
[07:55.89]I can't cry anymore
[08:00.17]Mary, my lady of pain, always alone
[08:07.38]Blind you search for the truth
[08:14.17]I see myself in you, parallel lives
[08:20.82]Winding at light-speed through time, you're mine
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[10:09.31]9. The Needle Lies
[10:19.34][SPOKEN]
[10:43.32][Nikki:] "I've had enough and I WANT OUT!"
[10:46.26][Dr. X:] "You can't walk away now." [Laughs]
[10:53.03]
[11:03.18]I looked back once
[11:04.44]And all I saw was his face
[11:06.85]Smiling, the needle crying
[11:10.66]Walking out of his room
[11:12.61]With mirrors, afraid I heard him scream
[11:17.48]You'll never get away
[11:22.33]
[11:27.08]Cold and shaking
[11:28.81]I crawled down alleys to try
[11:31.67]And scrape away the tracks that marked me
[11:35.00]Slammed my face into walls of concrete
[11:38.77]I stared, amazed at the words written on the wall
[11:43.65]Don't ever trust
[11:46.06]Don't ever trust the needle, it lies
[11:51.28]Don't ever trust
[11:54.06]Don't ever trust the needle when it cries...
[11:58.45]Cries your name
[12:33.28]
[12:40.44]Wet and raving
[12:41.89]The needle keeps calling me back
[12:44.69]To bloody my hands forever
[12:48.20]Carved my cure with the blade
[12:50.95]That left me in scars
[12:52.62]Now every time I'm weak
[12:54.54]Words scream from my arm
[12:56.49]Don't ever trust
[12:58.67]Don't ever trust the needle, it lies
[13:04.36]Don't ever trust
[13:06.89]Don't ever trust the needle when it cries...
[13:11.35]Cries your name
[13:13.08]Don't ever trust
[13:15.30]Don't ever trust the needle, it lies
[13:20.47]Don't ever trust
[13:23.43]Don't ever trust the needle when it cries...
[13:27.13]Cries your name
[13:51.08]10. Electric Requiem
[13:52.55]([Nikki:] "Anybody home? Mary?")
[14:01.54]
[14:13.55]Even in death
[14:15.13]You still look sad
[14:21.11]Don't leave me
[14:23.08]Don't leave me...here
[14:29.26]I want what you feel, believe me
[14:35.45]Turn the current on
[14:41.80][Guitar solo, instrumental]
[15:14.28]11. Breaking The Silence
[15:45.10]They told me to run, but just how far?
[15:52.66]Can I go wearing the black mask of fear?
[16:00.97]The hate in my eyes always gives me away
[16:04.78]The tension building slowly
[16:08.55]Now I lost everything I had in you
[16:15.67]Nothing we shared means a thing
[16:20.24]Without you close to me
[16:25.06]I can't live without you
[16:27.71]Breaking the silence of the night
[16:31.76]Can't you hear me screaming?
[16:35.33]I look for your face in the neon light
[16:39.85]You never answer me
[16:51.56]There's no direction to my stare
[16:59.62]No more flame burning in my heart anymore
[17:07.33]Quiet, I keep it to myself
[17:11.33]Until the sun sets slowly
[17:14.95]I hear your voice in the evening rain calling
[17:22.08]Nothing will keep us apart
[17:26.69]No more lies and fear
[17:30.72]There's no end to our story
[17:34.82]Breaking the silence of the night
[17:38.26]Can't you hear me screaming?
[17:42.06]I look for your face in the neon light
[17:45.70]You never answer
[17:50.52]I could make all the wrong seem right
[17:54.11]If you were by my side
[17:57.88]I'd gather all the tears you cried
[18:01.65]And hide them deep underground
[18:09.41][Guitar solo]
[18:40.26]Can't look back, it's just a waste of time
[18:48.59]Can't erase this hate from my eyes
[18:52.09]Breaking the silence of the night
[18:56.13]Through the streets I'm screaming
[19:00.40]Looking for you in the neon light
[19:04.20]Why don't you answer me?
[19:08.59]Breaking the silence with my cries
[19:11.62]Can't you hear me screaming?
[19:16.01]We could make all this wrong seem right
[19:19.64]But you never answer me
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[19:47.87]12. I Don't Believe In Love
[20:07.04]I awoke on impact
[20:08.63]Under surveillance from the camera eye
[20:12.72]Searching high and low
[20:23.47]The criminal mind found at the scene of the crime
[20:28.02]Handcuffed and blind, I didn't do it
[20:39.61]She said she loved me
[20:41.79]I guess I never knew
[20:43.86]But do we ever, ever really know?
[20:47.84]She said she'd meet me on the other side
[20:52.28]But I knew right then, I'd never find her
[20:55.91]I don't believe in love
[20:59.35]I never have, I never will
[21:04.19]I don't believe in love
[21:07.94]It's never worth the pain that you feel
[21:19.06]No more nightmares, I've seen them all
[21:22.72]From the day I was born, they've haunted my every move
[21:27.82]Every open hand's there to push and shove
[21:32.09]No time for love it doesn't matter
[21:35.66]She made a difference
[21:37.76]I guess she had a way
[21:39.80]Of making every night seem bright as day
[21:43.58]Now I walk in shadows, never see the light
[21:47.79]She must have lied 'cause she never said goodbye
[21:51.73]I don't believe in love
[21:55.27]I never have, I never will
[21:59.78]I don't believe in love
[22:03.26]I'll just pretend she never was real
[22:08.54]I don't believe in lovev I need to forget her face, I seeit still
[22:15.99]I don't believe in love
[22:20.23]It's never worth the pain that you feel
[22:24.46][Guitar solo]
[22:55.15]No chance for contact
[22:57.48]There's no raison d'etre
[22:59.13]My only hope is one day I'll forget
[23:03.04]The pain of knowing what can never be
[23:07.09]With or without love it's all the same to me
[23:10.88]I don't believe in love
[23:14.49]I never have, I never will
[23:19.17]I don't believe in love
[23:22.58]I'll just pretend she never was real
[23:27.16]I don't believe in love
[23:31.06]I need to forget her face, I see it still
[23:35.52]I don't believe in love
[23:39.45]It's never worth the pain that you feel
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[24:14.96]13. Waiting For 22
[24:18.21][Instrumental]
[25:25.17]14. My Empty Room
[25:42.02]Empty room today
[25:45.15]And here I sit
[25:48.43]Chalk outline upon the wall
[25:52.88]I remember tracing it
[25:57.12]A thousand times, the night she died.
[26:04.30]Why? (Why?)
[26:12.57]There's no sleep today, I can't pretend
[26:19.65]When all my dreams are crimes
[26:23.96]I can't stand facing them
[26:27.80]Now who will come
[26:31.64]To wash away my sins
[26:34.10]Clean my room, fix my meals
[26:38.47]Be my friend?
[26:49.12]15. Eyes Of A Stranger
[26:49.86][Intro, spoken over page]
[26:50.29]Dr. David, telephone please. Dr. David
[26:53.61]
[27:06.06]Dr. Blair, Dr. Blair, Dr. J. Hamilton, Dr. J Hamilton
[26:58.58]
[27:21.89][Nikki screaming and complaining to a nurse]
[27:49.59]
[27:51.95]All alone now
[27:53.53]Except for the memories
[27:56.28]Of what we had and what we knew
[28:02.12]Everytime I try to leave it behind me
[28:06.02]I see something that reminds me of you
[28:15.84]Every night the dreams return to haunt me
[28:19.25]Your rosary wrapped around your throat
[28:23.91]I lie awake and sweat, afraid to fall asleep
[28:28.36]I see your face looking back at me
[28:42.20]And I raise my head and stare
[28:45.16]Into the eyes of a stranger
[28:50.75]I've always known that the mirror never lies
[28:59.83]People always turn away
[29:03.89]From the eyes of a stranger
[29:09.86]Afraid to know what
[29:11.54]Lies behind the stare
[29:18.44]Is this all that's left
[29:20.38]Of my life before me
[29:24.37]Straight jacket memories, sedative highs
[29:28.21]No happy ending like they've always promised
[29:32.12]There's got to be something left for me
[29:36.83]And I raise my head and stare
[29:39.73]Into the eyes of a stranger
[29:45.81]I've always known that the mirror never lies
[29:54.79]People always turn away
[29:58.37]From the eyes of a stranger
[30:03.48]Afraid to know what
[30:05.99]Lies behind the stare [Lies behind my stare]
[30:14.29]
[30:49.91]How many times must I live this tragedy
[30:54.85]How many more lies will they tell me
[30:59.00]All I want is the same as everyone
[31:03.28]Why am I here, and for how long
[31:07.99]And I raise my head and stare
[31:11.36]Into the eyes of a stranger
[31:16.95]I've always known that the mirror never lies
[31:26.15]People always turn away
[31:29.96]From the eyes of a stranger
[31:35.68]Afraid to know what
[31:37.67]Lies behind the stare
[32:01.34]
[32:37.17][Instrumental, medley of Operation: Mindcrime, Speak, Revolution Calling]
[33:04.12]Revolution!
[33:23.39]I remember now
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