[01:17.518]I really don't know what I'm doing here
[01:20.810]I really think I should've gone to bed tonight
[01:26.635]but just one drink
[01:27.837]and there're some people to meet you “
[01:30.658]I think that you'll like them
[01:32.304]I have to say we do“
[01:34.472]and I promise in less than than an hour we will honestly go
[01:43.144]Now why don't I just get you another “
[01:46.122]while you just say hello
[01:50.380]yeah just say hello...
[02:04.304]So I'm clutching it tight
[02:05.975]another glass in my hand
[02:08.326]And my mouth and the smiles moving up as I stand up
[02:12.793]too close and too wide
[02:14.674]and the smiles are too bright
[02:16.790]and I breathe in too deep
[02:19.011]and my head's getting light
[02:21.022]But the air is getting heavier and it's closer
[02:24.757]and I'm starting to sway
[02:30.060]And the hands all on my shoulders don't have names
[02:33.456]and they won't go away
[02:37.662]So here I go，here I go again...
[02:43.357]Falling into strangers and it's only just eleven
[02:47.066]and I'm staring like a child until someone slips me heaven
[02:51.350]and I take it on my knees just like a thousand times before
[02:55.660]and I get transfixed that fixed
[03:00.885]and I’m just looking at the floor
[03:05.326]just looking at the floor
[03:09.688]yeah I look at the floor...
[03:14.730]
[03:32.127]And I’m starting to laugh
[03:33.930]like an animal in pain
[03:36.046]And I’ve got blood on my hands
[03:38.109]And I’ve got hands in my brain
[03:40.695]And the first short retch leaves me gasping for more
[03:45.058]And I stagger over screaming on my way to the floor
[03:48.820]And I’m back on my back
[03:50.935]With the lights and the lies in my eyes
[03:57.440]And the colour and the music's too loud
[04:00.522]And my head's all the wrong size
[04:05.616]So here I go，here I go again...
[04:10.344]yeah I laugh and I jump
[04:12.408]and I sing and I laugh
[04:14.628]and I dance and I laugh
[04:16.588]and I laugh and I laugh
[04:18.808]and I can't seem to think
[04:20.976]where this is
[04:22.047]who I am
[04:23.197]why I’m keeping this going
[04:25.548]keep pouring it out
[04:28.055]keep pouring it down
[04:30.328]keeping it going
[04:32.026]keep pouring it down
[04:34.455]And the way the rain comes down hard
[04:38.400]that's the way I feel inside...
[04:44.173]
[04:59.637]I can't take it anymore
[05:02.224]this is I’ve become
[05:04.157]this is it like I get
[05:06.037]when my life's going numb
[05:08.127]I just keep moving my mouth
[05:10.217]I just keep moving my feet
[05:12.281]I say I’m loving you to death
[05:14.580]like I’m losing my breath
[05:16.669]and all the smiles that I wear
[05:18.681]and all the games that I play
[05:20.849]and all the drinks that I mix
[05:23.095]and I drink until I’m sick
[05:25.159]and all the faces I make
[05:27.171]and all the shapes that I throw
[05:29.391]and all the people I meet
[05:31.637]and all the words that I know
[05:33.832]makes me sick to the heart
[05:37.254]oh I feel so tired...
[05:42.922]And the way the rain comes down hard，
[05:45.953]that's how I feel inside...
[06:00.033]the way the rain comes down hard，
[06:04.291]that's how I feel inside...