[00:17.81]They asked me if everything was okay
[00:20.08]I told them everything is good to not change their mood
[00:24.47]I just feel like i should've never been born
[00:27.56]I just don't wanna live in this world anymore
[00:29.98]Put the blade into my heart
[00:32.60]I don't want this feeling anymore
[00:34.12]Still stuck in my past but i just wanna leave
[00:37.56]Mamma telling me i should just forget it all
[00:40.89]Hard for me when i grew up this way
[00:43.16]And she doesn't even know
[01:01.63]Everybody forgot me
[01:02.89]I don't want to feel this way
[01:04.81]Go ahead just kill me now
[01:07.28]I'm ready to ******* dissapear
[01:08.40]Hiding everything i got from my mom
[01:12.38]Spending my days in the cold
[01:14.71]Spending my days druggin myself up
[01:17.23]Help me mother i don't wanna feel like this
[01:20.72]I just want leave this Earth without hurting my family
[01:24.40]I can't take this no more