[00:00.000] 作词 : Shining
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Shining
[00:17.045] A suicidal haze, unreal like a torturous dream
[00:24.558] Old stinging mental wounds, still raw and ****ing bleeding
[01:02.126] Drowning in the womb of misery, the mother of depression
[01:25.718] The slaughter of all hope, the grim death of compassion
[03:04.047] Sell your soul to evil
[03:15.296] Sell your soul to death
[03:26.843] ... suicide, suicide, suicide, suicide, suicide, suicide, suicide...
[04:42.021] A dead empty stare into the ruins of my world
[04:49.535] A world I have already left, so many years ago
[05:26.560] There are no more barriers to cross
[05:29.688] All I have in common with the uncontrollable and the insane
[05:33.473] The vicious and the evil
[05:35.159] All the mayhem I have caused and my utter indifference toward it
[05:39.026] I have now surpassed
[05:43.705] My pain is constant and sharp
[05:46.749] And I do not hope for a better world for anyone
[05:50.373] In fact, I want my pain to be inflicted on others
[05:54.781] I want no one to escape
[05:59.099] But even after admitting this
[06:01.173] There is no catharsis
[06:03.333] My punishment continues to elude me
[06:06.095] And I gain no deeper knowledge of myself
[06:09.172] No new knowledge can be extracted from my telling
[06:13.029] This confession has meant
[06:15.581] Nothing