[00:16.94]I keep my blinders on tonight, won't know where we're goin', where we're goin'
[00:32.43]The way her cold hands felt in mine reminds me I'm still broken, rips me open
[00:46.45]She died before we made it to the hospital; I held my mother's body as she cried
[01:01.82]And all my life she felt so tall and powerful, but now I was the rock which she relied
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[01:15.41]After all this time, what a fool I was to think we still had time, when he still had time
[01:30.49]In all my life, what a fool I was to think we still had time, but we still have time, there's still time
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[01:58.51]I was just a child, her love was like the ocean, like the ocean
[02:12.12]Dark and infinite, cold but ever flowin', still I'm frozen
[02:26.73]Ignorance has always been a luxury, but you can't go back to blindness now with all you've seen
[02:41.41]And who am I without a man to comfort me? I guess after all these years, perhaps we'll finally see
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[02:55.49]In all this time, what a fool I was to think we still had time, when he still had time
[03:10.26]In all my life, what a fool I was to think we still had time, but there's still time
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[03:28.22]So don't you cry, don’t you cry, not for me
[03:32.07]I ain't the Anti-Hero of this story
[03:35.86]I force a smile 'cause I'm that kind of sleaze
[03:38.76]Just a ghost of a man who I wanted to be
[03:43.27]So don't you cry, don’t you cry, not for me
[03:47.26]Just let me lie, closed blinds though the morning
[03:51.11]Upon a time, was a boy with a dream
[03:53.78]Now I'm so ******' high, I think I'm starting to see
[03:58.75]So don't you cry, don’t you cry, not for me
[04:01.97]I'm just a boy who had too much to drink
[04:06.17]No, I won't die, I'm too scared, I'm too weak
[04:09.18]Still I flirt with that darkness, closing in on me
[04:13.83]So don't you cry, don’t you cry, not for me
[04:17.78]I lost it all, there ain't nothing to see
[04:21.33]I'm in a hell I made special for me
[04:24.46]Now I'm so high, I think I'm starting to see
[04:30.80]I think I’m starting to see
[04:34.74]I think I’m starting to see, hm
[04:42.27]I think I’m starting to see
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