HAPPY - NF
Lyrics by：Tommee Profitt/Nate Feuerstein
Composed by：Tommee Profitt/Nate Feuerstein
Dear God please
亲爱的上帝 拜托你
Hear me out I know it's been a couple years
听我说完 我知道已经过去许多年
Since I've reached
自从我伸出手
Out and said hello I bet you're wondering
主动打招呼以后 我打赌祢不禁好奇
Why I keep
为什么我总是
Obsessing on and stressing all the little things
对所有微不足道的小事耿耿于怀
When I should be
而我本应该
Living life and soaking up the memories
享受生活 沉浸于回忆之中
I know I've been selfish I have
我知道我一直都很自私 我不会
No excuse to give you it's true
找借口搪塞祢 事实就是如此
Hanging by a thread's how I live
我过着如履薄冰的生活
I don't know why but I feel more comfortable
我不知道缘由 但我感觉惬意自在
Living in my agony
沉浸在我的痛苦中
Watching my self-esteem go up in flames acting like I don't
看着我的自尊心遭受重创 假装我不在乎
Care what anyone else thinks
别人的想法
When I know truthfully that that's the furthest thing from how I
其实我深知这与我真实的感觉相去甚远
Feel but I'm too proud to open up and ask you
然而我太过骄傲 没有勇气敞开心扉 请求你
To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in
鼓励我振作起来 将我从这深渊里拯救出来
The truth is I need help but I just can't imagine
真相就是我需要帮助 但我只是无法想象
Who I'd be if I was happy
倘若我过着快乐的生活 我会是什么样子
Yeah been this way so long
像这样的状态已经过去好久
It feels like something's off when I'm not depressed
当我不在沮丧时 我感觉失魂落魄
I got some issues that I won't address
我有一些不愿提及的难题
I got some baggage I ain't open yet
我有一些还没有吐露的思想包袱
I got some demons I should put to rest
我有一些应该摒弃的执念
I got some traumas that I can't forget
我有一些无法忘怀的创伤
I got some phone calls I've been avoiding
有几个电话 我一直刻意回避
Some family members I don't really connect with
有几位家人 我感觉疏远冷漠
Some things I said I wish I would've have not let slip
有一些我说过的话 多么希望我未曾宣之于口
Some hurtful words that never should've left my lips
有一些伤人的话语 我不该脱口而出
Some bridges burned I'm not ready to rebuild yet
我自断后路 而我还没有准备好重新开始
Some insecurities I haven't dealt with yes
萦绕在心底的不安 我还没有纾解
I'll be the first to admit that I'm a lonely soul
我会勇敢承认我是个孤独的人
And the last to admit I need a hand to hold
而我却不愿承认我需要别人牵着我的手
Losing hope heading down a dangerous road
失去希望 沿着危险的道路前行
Strange I know but I feel most at home when I'm
尽管这很奇怪 但我知道我感觉到家的温暖 只要我
Living in my agony
沉浸在我的痛苦中
Watching my self-esteem go up in flames acting like I don't
看着我的自尊心遭受重创 假装我不在乎
Care what anyone else thinks
别人的想法
When I know truthfully that that's the furthest thing from how I
其实我深知这与我真实的感觉相去甚远
Feel but I'm too proud to open up and ask you
然而我太过骄傲 没有勇气敞开心扉 请求你
To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in
让我振作起来 将我从这深渊里拯救出来
The truth is I need help but I just can't imagine
真相就是我需要帮助 但我只是无法想象
Who I'd be if I was happy
倘若我过着快乐的生活 我会是什么样子
Don't know what's around the bend
不知转折之处会发生什么
Don't know what my future is
不知道我的未来是什么
But I can't keep on living in
但我不能一直沉浸其中
Living in my agony
沉浸在我的痛苦中
Watching my self-esteem go up in flames acting like I don't
看着我的自尊心遭受重创 假装我不在乎
Care what anyone else thinks
别人的想法
When I know truthfully that that's the furthest thing from how I
其实我深知这与我真实的感觉相去甚远
Feel but I'm too proud to open up and ask you
然而我太过骄傲 没有勇气敞开心扉 请求你
To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in
让我振作起来 将我从这深渊里拯救出来
The truth is I need help but I just can't imagine
真相就是我需要帮助 但我只是无法想象
Who I'd be if I was happy
倘若我过着快乐的生活 我会是什么样子
If I was happy
倘若我过着快乐的生活
If I was happy
倘若我过着快乐的生活
