I can’t hold down meals

I can’t break then heal

I can’t hold hands since you let mine go

Now I can’t feel.

I can’t break down thoughts

Figure out what was really true

What I meant or didn’t mean to you

But I can see you through

I can see why you meant to me what you do

With you

It’s all or nothing to me

Cos you are in everything I see

I want you to give me everything you gave her

The odds aren’t in my favour

It’s not a fair bet but we aren’t even yet

I could fake a smile

Just so you have something fun to defile

I can’t make nothing into something worthwhile

But I’ll break over something futile

But I can’t break it down

Truly figure out

Can’t believe

I didn’t mean to you what you mean to be

With you

It’s always something to me

Cos you are the only thing I see

I want you, oh I want you

The odds aren’t in my favour

I think it’s too late but

I still believe in fate

All we are these days

Are fixed stares across rooms filled with space

And between

Is what we are and what we could have been.