Please let me be in my space

I didn't see any way out

Probably don't fuck it again

Probably we could be strangers

Stop giving promises

I like it a lot

When I had enough chances

Don't fck with a god

Don't fck with a music producer

I'm on another level

You call it a day

But I focus on battling the pain

Battling the demons

I lost to a demon

I feel so stupid

I've been trapped inside this feeling

I've had enough

I try my best to not mistake it

I mistook a real gun for a taser

Oh no, I've been searching

All around the measure

Deep inside to episode one

Where it all started

I wish I could make a better future

I mistook a real gun for a taser

Oh no, I've been searching

All around the measure

Deep inside to episode

One where it all started

I wish I could make a better future

I know it's true that

I've been holding so much guilt

Inside my head

It's getting heavier

And heavier every time I'm in pain

I know it's true

That I've been holding so much guilt

Inside my head

It's getting heavier

And heavier each time I try to be

Be quiet

And now it's happening

And I don't see a green light

So tired

You put me into a position

That I never applied for

I'm wide awake

I'm wide awake

But I just can't put a show on

I've been alone

It feels so lonely every time

I try to cope with it

I mistook a real gun for a taser

Oh no, I've been searching

All around the measure

Deep inside to episode

One where it all started

I wish I could make a better future

I mistook a real gun for a taser

Oh no, I've been searching

All around the measure

Deep inside to episode

One where it all started

I wish I could make a better future