[00:00.000] 作词 : Scarfield
[00:00.530] 作曲 : 今晚吃鱼丸
[00:01.061]I screwed up
[00:03.809]I.. I was being too impulsive I...
[00:07.316]You can't blame me on that,You always put me as your sheild
[00:11.005]but we both know it's all on you
[00:12.747]I know damn it,Can you just shut up?I need to think
[00:15.755]Well it might be better if you just try to feel the way she feel ,even I know that
[00:20.746]Okay you might be right
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[00:21.999]我知道你很忙所以我感激你能来到这里
[00:24.752]我想让你知道我不会对以前的行为置之不理
[00:27.748]是我太过浮躁 不懂把握分寸不明白事理
[00:30.497]那么幼稚自私愚蠢还总是没能认清自己
[00:33.251]老爱把生活当成比赛非要分出个高低胜负
[00:35.747]周围的一切从没给我留过多少退路
[00:38.497]所以我只好往前冲没心思去悔悟
[00:41.250]这也导致了我从不考虑你的感受 自己也在退步
[00:44.245]而现在你我不再交谈不再向彼此倾诉
[00:46.996]这本不该如此是我三心二意最后导致坠落
[00:50.247]忽略了你的想法只想向你证明我不懦弱
[00:52.743]可现在看看却又是那么苍白那么无力
[00:55.495]仿佛我们所经历过的一切都失去任何意义
[00:58.001]我不该向你展示那么多黑暗那么多痛苦记忆
[01:00.498]你要相信我的毅力相信我能置死地而后生
[01:04.004]冲动击败了我而现在我将反败为胜
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[01:07.999]我希望我能够带走黑暗（February 28th 2019 ）
[01:12.748]哪怕只有一点点 （Today I waited for her in the rain for an hour ）
[01:15.755]我也愿意尝试（But I dare not tell her what was acutally going on with me today）
[01:19.250]希望我没有让你困扰（All I can say is that things didn't work so well with me But I don't want to disturb her）
[01:24.753]尽管我还在努力
[01:27.003]让你看到新的我
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[01:29.000]我希望我能带走所有痛苦折磨 从此没有烦恼没有愁 我们都能在阳光下快乐生活
[01:34.251]哪怕事与愿违我也愿意放手一搏 因为你说真心和坚持终会引领我们朝着对的方向扬帆起航
[01:41.504]我现在静下这颗浮躁的心审视自己 终于才明白体会你的感受你的压力
[01:46.497]你从没要求过我什么 是我总爱画蛇添足
[01:49.040]还老以为那是画龙点睛最后让自己显得庸俗
[01:52.789]我本该理解你而不是一味的要求你去理解我
[01:55.284]是我太过沉浸在过去忘了我还有未来
[01:57.792]你说我那些没必要的举动只会让我们都累 我却不以为然
[02:01.869]事已至此我才知道我要做的是承担后果 怨天尤人毫无意义还只会让事情变得更糟
[02:08.079]我的胡思乱想我的天马行空伤害了我们的友谊 我何必还不会走就想要飞得更高
[02:13.561]原谅我的中文说唱不是很好 这首歌只是写给你其他人现在最多都只算草包
[02:19.065]这几个月我学了很多挖掘了问题所在
[02:22.059]管他什么Flow吧 你能听到就好管他是说唱还是喊麦
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[02:26.306]我希望我能够带走黑暗（May 1st 2019 I let the impulsion overwhelm me）
[02:31.832]哪怕只有一点点（I swear I didn't know what I was doing）
[02:34.085]我也愿意尝试（But I'm sure that I scared her now she probably only wants to stay away from me）
[02:37.312]希望我没有让你困扰（I would do anything necessary to get help）
[02:43.083]尽管我还在努力（But then I realize that the problem is with me）
[02:45.360]让你看到新的我（for which I need to change）
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[02:47.112]你一声不吭出现在我身后 我们看了时间知道这下大势已去
[02:52.568]我们一路狂飙却还开着玩笑 最终还是没有违反纪律
[02:56.308]因为我们可都是踩点界的冠军 时间越晚越有信心
[03:00.568]的确是事情发生的太突然但我绝不会再找任何借口
[03:03.808]我承认那段时间我看起来就像是流眼泪的小丑
[03:06.317]可我现在知道自己的不足也在努力改变
[03:09.311]让你看到一个全新的我 糟糕的记忆不再涌现
[03:12.319]我无法改变我们的过去但我能够改善我们的未来
[03:14.815]你说你很迷茫 不知道是否能走的辉煌
[03:17.565]而我敢保证你将会有一片天空的苍茫
[03:20.319]但愿这样的道歉方式你能够接受
[03:22.814]我不是有意给你压力让你去承受
[03:25.311]我能理解你的感受 所以我拍打着节奏
[03:28.317]但愿一切为时不晚 但愿你更加优秀
[03:31.568]不论如何我都确信你会好在未来
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[03:36.238]June 20th 2019 I wrote a song for her
[03:41.256]Wish it'll make sense to her
[03:42.759]All this time I always complain what I've lost but never think why I did
[03:46.752]But now I'm changed and grown
[03:49.004]Hope I will have a chance to show it
[03:50.757]And I got a job,ready to lead a new life