My shadow has been chasing me for twenty four months
Still breathing fast in the grocery line
I try not thinking too much about it
How I should be better by now
I am on my tip toes
Live in a snow globe
Somebody told me
That soon it would be over
I kept waiting for a sign
While it felt like
I might just break in the middle
Keep my composure
Grieving the closure
Remember the whispers
Who is going to tell her
There is no gentle way to say
How it all fell through
But soon it will settle
Soon it will settle
It takes a lot to show up this time
It is not the same after the robbery
They pointed out my hands in knots
What a strange remark
Maybe they were not at the crime scene
Probably were not at the crime scene
I am on my tip toes
Still in a snow globe
I had to ask them
If it is really over
I still hear all the alarms
And it feels like
I might just break in the middle
Here comes the reeling
Particular feeling
None of my answers
Were ever aligning
When should I have realized
Seen the warning signs
That all this time
It was really a nuclear winter
Nuclear winter
And now the cascade is coming
My friends start running
Could not ask them to wait up for me
As my glass cracks open
In slow motion
They put theirs on shelves like souvenirs
I am on my tip toes
Trapped in a snow globe
They are moving on
What a brutal reminder
Say they are glad I am showing up
Any time now
I might just break in the middle
Told them my patterns
Sure I will be fine though
It happened slowly
Is it so normal
What a train of thought
Is this what I got
Is it just me
Standing in nuclear winter
Nuclear winter
Nuclear winter