It started with good intentions

Though I did outta blue

Never have I ever wanted

To get something from you

But I reached out 'cause

Last time you said

No matter how we have been far

You always feel like we're close

I don't know if it's grand to feel so

Cuz it's late and we've

Been pretty distant

It just feels like yesterday

But I'm too old to be fair

To talk about how it's like

To be a teenager

And I've been thinking that I failed

To remember how I felt

Then suddenly but again

I'm feeling distant

I've always been jealous of you

And I kind of know you knew

But I wonder if you also

Knew it used to embarrass me

Oh wait am I

Overthinking again

But now I can't stop thinking if you

Ever cared about me at all

Did you cared about me at all?

Did you care about me, nevermind

It just feels like yesterday

But I'm too old to be fair

To talk about how it's like

To be a teenager

And I've been thinking that I failed

To remember how I felt

Then suddenly but again

I'm feeling distant

Did you cared about me at all?

Did you cared about me at all?

Did you cared about me at all?

Did you care about

Did you care about

Did you care about

I said I wanna be in love

Even if it breaks my heart

Cuz you only know you're alive

When you feel like you are dying

Said I wanna be in love

Even if it breaks my heart

Oh hell it kills to feel alive

Surely feel like I am dying

It just feels like yesterday

But I'm too old to be fair

To talk about how it's like

To be a teenager

And I've been thinking that I failed

To remember how I felt

Then suddenly but again

I'm feeling distant