My Dear Angel

My dear angel,

I wish I could bring you down from heaven for at least one minute,

To be by your side, shelter you in the coldest winters,

Offer you ice cream on the hottest days,

And always be with you.

I regret every day you left,

And I wonder, could I have done something to prevent it?

I feel guilty for not being there the day you died,

I have a blurry image of the last time we met,

And I feel it wasn’t enough to honor your memory.

I still have that vague memory of when you helped me with an exam (I didn’t value it then).

My dear angel,

I remember your laughter echoing in the living room, as if the light itself danced with you,

Those nights staying up late, watching our favorite movies,

Expressing our deepest feelings,

And now, I have no one to do it with.

My dear angel,

I miss you so much at this moment,

The wind blows softly as if it carries your name in whispers,

I wonder if you can see me from above,

Can you feel that I miss you?

In every shooting star I see in the sky, its sparkle reminds me of your charming smile.

My dear angel,

I miss you so much, and I don’t know what to do without you.