[00:00.000] 作词 : A. Graham/N. Shebib/A. Hamilton
[00:01.000] 作曲 : A. Graham/N. Shebib/A. Hamilton
[00:22.098] Yuh, yuh
[00:33.892] Look, me and little Sandra bagging CD's in a bubble wrap
[00:38.028] People recognise me from the TV, but I'm done with that
[00:40.869] People don't wanna see me succeed, this shit come with that
[00:43.586] Even when I comeback, I don't know if it's gonna be me that's Coming back,
[00:46.730] soon as I left I had to make peace with that
[00:49.403] Dropped out of school 'cause nobody was teaching that
[00:51.364] The Best Western's where a nigga was sleeping at
[00:53.884] Daemen College booking me to pull up to speak the facts
[00:56.945] Even if they make a movie 'bout us
[00:58.590] This shit will be hard to re-enact
[01:00.299] This okay to show that it's hard to be always reaching back
[01:02.724] All these IOU's, it's hard for me to be keeping track
[01:05.459] Friends that dedicated they life to just keepin' me intact
[01:08.245] Hard to pay 40, pay Noel, pay Niko back
[01:11.085] All the nights I needed to vent to someone to and CJ sat
[01:13.299] All the nights Chubbs was pulling up, where I need him at
[01:16.013] All the times Mark was making sure that my luggage packed
[01:18.969] At times he had to double back (Ooh)
[01:21.307] I mean, even with his salary, you can't put no prices on that
[01:23.726] There is no salary cap, there is no payin' him back
[01:28.392] For real, I wonder what he coulda been if I had snakes in the makes
[01:31.942] Actually, I never wanna know 'cause we made it like this
[01:35.095] Shots gotta fly either way, now I make it or miss
[01:37.216] Overtime, I was all good, we take it in shifts
[01:40.065] What would you do if it wasn't this? That's a hard one
[01:42.551] The finish line is where I like to pull up and start from
[01:45.403] Pain is just a place that I go to get the bars from
[01:47.988] Anxiety's a drug that I use to get the job done
[01:50.599] Delusional's a space I like to think I'm far from
[01:53.123] My son is the one thing I hate to be apart from
[01:56.040] Bet against me, I don't know where they getting their odds from
[01:58.996] I know that when it's done, I'm going where ever God's from
[02:01.817] But I still don't know where I get the calm from
[02:11.386] (Where I get the calm from), Yeah, yuh
[02:33.337] Look, gotta hold my head high with two dry eyes
[02:36.625] I told you everything is fine dog, but I lied
[02:39.488] I be tryna draw the line, but it's a fine line
[02:42.296] And I'm drownin' out the noise from the sideline
[02:45.104] Sometimes it's louder than the voice inside of my mind
[02:47.759] I can't even hear myself when I get quiet time
[02:50.283] Like, how they tellin' me I'm done, when I'm in my prime?
[02:52.920] They've been tryna push a narrative since '09
[02:55.764] And they even had my ass convinced a couple times
[02:58.435] But that ain't even the half, I had tougher times
[03:01.192] Only look for sympathy inside my mothers eyes
[03:03.718] And it's whatever with them niggas on the other side
[03:06.423] We got problems we could never really put aside
[03:08.996] I cracked the door, 'fore I saw her put my food inside
[03:11.900] I tried to kill them boys with kindness, but they wouldn't die
[03:14.704] So now I kill 'em all for acting like they couldn't die (Yuh)
[03:19.413] My hard work doesn't just pay off, it pays all the family debts off
[03:22.570] I'm taking heads off, Future out here like Irving Azoff
[03:26.230] Houses paid off, label paid off
[03:28.181] My soul for the money wasn’t the trade-off
[03:29.861] Unlike most of you boys that fade off
[03:32.156] I feel guilty taking some days off
[03:33.959] Please don’t google my net worth, the numbers are way off
[03:36.664] I mean if you comparin’ it to what I really made off with
[03:39.167] I’m more like Bernie with all the earnest that they came off
[03:42.635] Trust me it was nothin’ light, holmes
[03:44.991] They tried to give me a slice of the pie, and I took the knife home
[03:47.208] I know you love me
[03:48.634] Can’t picture bein’ a hubby, finger too stubby to fit a ring on
[03:51.241] Unless Kawhi wanna run it back
[03:53.532] Other than that, the strings’ll be unattached
[03:55.668] Certified Lover Boy, I’m not the one for cuddling or none of that
[03:58.499] Y’all music is watered down, will you love ’em back?
[04:00.884] And you know what I’m on blowing past ya, owning masters
[04:05.488] Said you’re like a father figure to me, but now daddy’s not around so I’m a bastard
[04:09.812] Oh of course, the only villain that show remorse when I owe you more
[04:12.858] Soft spot for all the ones that came before, I can’t ignore it
[04:16.038] I’m always tryna rekindle
[04:18.236] From the bottom the to the top, man, what’s it like in the middle?
[04:21.187] From the lemon faced radio host that love to be bitter
[04:23.698] To my dogs in the game who wasn’t pick of the litter
[04:26.246] For the young Gs out here starting from the beginning
[04:28.818] Nobody praying for you when you winning, don’t forget it (Winning, don’t forget it)
[04:33.182] Woah, woah, woah-woah
[04:36.774] Woah, woah
[04:39.006] Woah, woah, woah
[04:41.991] Woah, ah
[04:44.919] Said it’s hard when it starts to fade away
[04:49.107] Said it’s hard when it starts to fade away
[04:54.544] Yeah (Ooh, yeah)
[04:59.948] Said it’s hard when it starts to fade away
[05:08.842] Hard when it starts to fade away
[05:13.178] It’s hard when the memories start to fade away
[05:17.571] Said its hard when the memories start to fade away
[05:23.538] (Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah) (Ooh) So beautiful