Loose ends

Tying a rope on my neck

Pretend

That I could hang on till the end

I can’t sleep

The weight of the world’s in my head

Don’t look now I’m coming undone

It’s not a complex I’m just fucked up

Don’t know how I made it this far

With no connection between my head and my heart

Outline fading

The colours dissipating

Falling can't breathe

It’s gravity that drags me down

Don’t let me get too low

You know me well

Sometimes when I’m alone

It gets so damn hard to tell

What I want from what I need

I spiral slowly down

Until you pull me out

Of the grave I dug myself

You got your finger on the trigger

Another false start

It’s not a close call

Still a long shot

Don’t know how to start it over

I can’t remember

When everything fell apart

Final warning

My consciousness distorting now

It all feels so heavy

Like gravity it drags me down

In the ground underneath

Can’t understand how I got this deep

I hear you say it to me

Run from the light when it’s all you can see

Run from the light when it’s all you can see

Somebody say it to me

Run from the light when it’s all you can see

Someday

Maybe

The gravity won’t drag me down