Morning cracks

With a stubborn glare

Fuck, I forgot to care

Plans like paper, crumpled tight

I'm running circles in the fight

Coffee burns, my tongue don't heal

Shit feels heavy, too damn real

Dreams are laughing, mocking me

While I drown in a restless sea

Spirals of thought, raw and bare

Caught in the wild, don't know where

La-da-da, da-da-da, let me scream

A mess of a mind

But I'll ride the dream

Afternoon sweats

The grind's obscene

Choking on air, stuck between

Faces twist, they mean nothing now

Questions pile—don't ask me how

The good, the bad, they all collide

Fuck this guilt

I'll take it in stride

I'm not perfect, never was

But I'm still here, just because

Spirals of thought, raw and bare

Caught in the wild, don't know where

La-da-da, da-da-da, let me scream

A mess of a mind

But I'll ride the dream

It's my chaos, my dirty pride

My scars, my rage, my fucking ride

I break, I heal, I fall, I rise

This is my anthem, no disguise

Night's a liar, still wide awake

These thoughts, my curse, my ache

La-da-da, da-da-da, love or fight

I own my madness, it's my right