I've been looking for sense in life

Like some people search for drugs

I've been living inside a lie

That's why I can't keep your heart

Your heart

You're the one I'd die for

The one in my head in these cold nights

And I wonder if you know

How much I mourn over the acts I've done

You're the one I'd die for

The one in my head in these cold nights

And I wonder if you know

The pain I feel for my past life

I’ve been diggin' my grave

I’ve been pavin' my way

You could hold a grudge when you never did enough

Tell me why it’s complicated

Kinda like our love, still I'm

Packin' up my *** with the k dreams

And the white all night with some iced Hennessy

And next week overseas

Smokin' with a ghost

Shinigami Death Note, hey

You're the one I'd die for

The one in my head in these cold nights

And I wonder if you know

How much I mourn over the acts I've done

You're the one I'd die for

The one in my head in these cold nights

And I wonder if you know

The pain I feel for my past life

The pain I feel for my past life

The pain I feel for my past life

The pain I feel for my past life

For my past life