I am losing so much faith in me
Who will find me If I’ve lost myself?
I’m a slave of my rotten mind, and I
Lost my way, I’ve been wandering day and night
Cannot hide all the ghosts I keep inside
All they do, all the time, is watch me
A weight upon my heart that I can't seem to let go
You wanna bring me down
You wanna cut me off
But I will keep fighting on my own until my legs give out
Pretending I won’t feel the pain you cause me
My heart’s racing, I can't slow it down
I am rotten to the core
I am losing so much faith in me
Who will find me If I’ve lost myself?
All my life went down in flames
Is this ever gonna end?
I am being watched but when will I be seen
For who I am?
Wishing for a moment of peace,
In this storm of worry, I pray for release
Feels like I'm screaming, but I make no sound
I feel the pain you cause me, face to the ground
I am rotten to the core
No one will ever know this pain
I am losing so much faith in me
Who will find me If I’ve lost myself?
All my life went down in flames
Is this ever gonna end?
I am being watched but when will I be seen
For who I am?
I’m losing so much faith (in me)
I wanna feel you’re proud of me
Always been seen as someone else
And never for who I am
For who I am
Still I drown deeper in my mind
No mercy
Forever lost
Forever lost
I don’t want your mercy and I’ll watch my life go down
I will stand on my own grave
I feel my heart slow down
I don’t want your mercy
I don’t need it, I don’t wanna feel nothing