I feel complicated

It's like a stone on my chest

I see love in his eyes,

the thing that dosen't belong to me

My head is spinning

Try to distract attention

Put on the headphone and play my favorite song

It doesn't help

They're in love

The truest love

And my heart is still saved for

someone I don't know

But who would save it for me?

Why am I growing up so slowly

but getting older so fast?

Haven't learned how to love

But I've become so scared

I think I'm just an autistic children

And sometimes I think I'm out of fashion

I've tried to change my style

But when facing the people I like,

my inferiority can not be hiden

So I lock myself in my room

Swear never to be disgraced

It makes me feel so good

so relaxed, so safe

But those embarrassing

moments play again and again in my mind

I almost can't breathe

Why am I growing up so slowly

but getting older so fast?

Haven't learned how to love

But I've become so scared

The world is full of lies

I'm at risk of falling into the hunter's trap

It's so funny that those people like me is still longing for love

But life seems so hard

And love seems so far

Why am I growing up so slowly

but getting older so fast?

Haven't learned how to love

But I've become so scared

Why am I growing up so slowly

but getting older so fast?

Haven't learned how to love

But I've become so scared