you know trying is not easy

I'm always cheated on

and always wants to be dropped

I don't understand

why does everything always have to happen?

my troubles, my anxieties

Isn't that enough to make them happy?

All this time I have tolerated all their crimes

I always pray that they get the best

even though I know, I'm the one suffering

Should I stick with the protagonist role?

I am tired

I want to be in the antagonist position

I don't want to feel pain

I've shed enough tears

I've had enough of everything

Now give me your antagonist role!

I switched to my protagonist role

so you know how it feels to be tortured in my position.