[00:00.00]Beautiful Struggle （丽的挣扎）（）-Alexander The Phatos
[00:27.325]Yeah
[00:27.757]I'd like to say this track is celebrating 5-year anniversary
[00:31.664]Yeah I'm celebrating
[00:32.583]I could feel that
[00:33.455]The feeling was more than you could imagine
[00:35.735]Not A Tribe Called Quest a rapper called West
[00:38.216]ATP
[00:39.119]Music we manifest
[00:40.568]Lyrics
[00:41.120]That's how we connect to the earth to the water wind
[00:43.742]And fire and to the rest of a living organism
[00:46.254]Beautiful struggle
[00:47.558]Reason I might stay for eleven year straight yeah
[00:50.390]Since 04it wasn't a miracle
[00:52.581]I could say love money were the obstacles
[00:54.805]I swear to god I would never form a band
[00:56.797]They would never ever be my symmetrical obsession
[00:59.406]Machine does it better yeah
[01:00.670]The most delicate mechanism
[01:02.118]For releasing my depression
[01:03.990]Things you do will only make a great depression
[01:06.798]Human beings were never really a great supporter
[01:09.486]Tragedies empower dreams to the triumph
[01:11.591]It was all the memories memories won't fade
[01:13.966]People in my life are seasons
[01:15.606]Their words are seasons
[01:16.830]What if it goes beyond than a giving up
[01:19.70]Having them pre-emptive killing
[01:20.974]My dream was not a matter
[01:22.470]I could let these dream killers
[01:24.230]Kill me in my dream but
[01:25.526]They can't kill my dream
[01:26.646]They can't kill my dream
[01:27.678]They can't stop the stream
[01:28.847]This is ain't just
[01:29.958]A multi layered melody
[01:31.190]Emotions that can be sung melodiously
[01:33.462]I write history
[01:34.438]Here is the next 5decades transcript
[01:36.550]Call'em out historians
[01:37.636]Document this
[01:38.396]Documentary
[01:39.451]Rewrite it back in the next century
[01:41.02]So they could be regenerating
[01:46.82]Just like the good all time
[01:47.362]The two of us on this rhyme
[01:48.696]Reminiscing the tears
[01:49.816]The trouble
[01:50.392]The struggle
[01:50.808]The break up
[01:51.400]The give up
[01:52.16]And then we're back together as the candles go out
[01:54.272]That wasn't easy to handle
[01:55.384]Yeah the rise of two has already begun
[01:57.706]We rap poems to right
[01:58.882]We rap left to right
[02:00.66]Still Malay eat rice
[02:01.194]We represent silver city and we shaping it right
[02:03.514]I won't rap about girls or riding in Lamborghini
[02:05.800]Let's keep it real
[02:06.928]Cuz hiphop ain't that silly
[02:08.232]Really
[02:08.664]I write rhymes to wake'em up
[02:09.766]But still
[02:10.478]They're just too blind to realize
[02:11.766]What lies behind the music
[02:12.894]What lies behind the lyrics
[02:14.06]The critics
[02:14.847]Too stereotype to give up
[02:16.366]Really felt like a sinner so that's why I'm a goner
[02:18.577]Really felt like a sinner so that's why I'm a goner
[02:20.992]Yes I once quit rapping
[02:22.248]I was thinking
[02:23.248]It's time to go before the armada is sinking
[02:25.587]Don't wanna be the one who cause it
[02:27.203]Admit it
[02:27.755]I couldn't give a full commitment
[02:29.83]Just like I'm hidden
[02:30.267]The existence just a burden so that's why I'm a goner
[02:32.831]The existence just a burden so that's why I'm a goner
[02:35.183]Yo you still remember magic spell
[02:36.751]That performance in KL
[02:37.791]When we arguing like hell but
[02:38.920]We still and up being well
[02:39.977]Well those time kept me laughing
[02:41.801]Those beautiful struggle
[02:42.658]Those old days kept me smiling
[02:43.961]We start with two and then we end up huge
[02:46.377]So let me speak and let me tell you the truth
[02:48.529]If this is one man band
[02:49.697]If this is one man soldier
[02:50.929]Then I will be the man
[02:52.09]Behind your back and your struggle
[02:53.31]Walk on by
[02:53.679]Told you guys
[02:54.447]That I'm the thing of the past
[02:55.679]Now leave the past behind
[02:56.734]Let's sing it one more time
[02:57.854]Cuz I'm back on this rhyme
[02:58.958]Officially this time
[03:00.30]Alex the P
[03:01.480]This is me