brutal - Olivia Rodrigo Lyrics by：Daniel Nigro/Olivia Rodrigo Composed by：Daniel Nigro/Olivia Rodrigo I want it to be like messy 我想一切变得混乱起来 I'm so insecure I think 我担心着 That I'll die before I drink 在我可以喝酒之前我就会离开这世界 And I'm so caught up in the news 我陷在那些报道中 Of who likes me and who hates you 关于谁喜欢我谁讨厌我 And I'm so tired that I might 我厌倦了一切或许我会 Quit my job start a new life 放弃我的工作开始新的人生 And they'd all be so disappointed 然后人们就会对我感到失望 'Cause who am I if not exploited 若我不被媒体炒作 我又算得上谁 And I'm so sick of seventeen 讨厌十七岁的年纪 I'm over this teenage dream 我的年少之梦何在 If someone tells me one more time 如果有人再对我说 \"Enjoy your youth\" I'm gonna cry ”享受你的青春年华“ 我会落泪 And I don't stick up for myself 我也不会为我自己辩解 I'm anxious and nothing can help 整日忧虑惆怅 没有人能将我拯救 And I wish I'd done this before 我多希望我早已越过这种难关 And I wish people liked me more 我希望人们能喜欢我多一些 All I did was try my best 我已竭尽全力 This the kinda thanks I get 这就是我所收到的感谢 Unrelentlessly upset 无止境的心烦意乱 Uh oh They say these are the golden years 人们说现在是大好时光 But I wish I could disappear 但我希望我能消失 Ego crush is so severe 感觉我自尊心已经受到严重摧毁 God it's brutal out here 天哪这个世界如此残酷 I feel like no one wants me 感觉没有人渴望我 And I hate the way I'm perceived 我讨厌别人对我的误解 I only have two real friends 我只有两个真心的朋友 And lately I'm a nervous wreck 最近我的精神变得极度紧张 'Cause I love people I don't like 因为我爱上了我不喜欢的人 And I hate every song I write 我讨厌我写的每一首歌 And I'm not cool and I'm not smart 我一点都不酷我也不太聪明 And I can't even parallel park 我甚至不可以把车泊好 All I did was try my best 我已竭尽全力 This the kinda thanks I get 这就是我所收到的感谢 Unrelentlessly upset 无止境的心烦意乱 Uh oh They say these are the golden years 人们说现在是大好时光 But I wish I could disappear 但我希望我能消失 Ego crush is so severe 感觉我自尊心已经受到严重摧毁 God it's brutal out here 天哪这个世界如此残酷 She's having a really good time 她正享受其中 Got a broken ego broken heart 自尊受损 破碎的心 And God I don't even know where to start 天哪我都不知道该从何说起