Why is it so hard for me Missing you I can't You take a trip to overseas To get yourself away from me I know it hurts for you see I'm livin' life, I'm finally free But you'll come back and this I know When the time comes I guess you'll show me 'Bout all that I've been missin' Reminds me that I can't move on Why is it so hard for me Good times haunt my memory Maybe it's cause I've been missin' you I can't move on Don't know what she saw in me Can't have love with loyalty Somethin' must be wrong with me 'Cause I can't move on Ohh I'm finding it hard You were my first my girlfriend Thought I had way more space in your heart You could just leave right here in the dust Ended it like it's the plan from the start Damn Wrote all these songs So many dates to go on Shows that we left right on pause Snapping me photos of what you were doin' Now I see them from all of your stories Yeah I-I can't lie it's been tough Spent a couple sleepless nights Just thinking 'bout us We were doin' so good Now I don't know who to trust Like how could you ever leave someone you love We used to laugh in the face of those people who broke up And say \"that could never be us\" Now look at where we are Two 'lone people just tryna move on missin' one others love Do you feel nothin'? Was it just easy for you To break things off with me? And I've been thinking How I'll never get closure You just want to leave My friends say this and that \"Delete her chat\" \"And all the photos too\" I'm holding onto my hope And I guess in a way I'm still holding onto you You take a trip to overseas Break up with me before you leave So you can do all that you please Damn I wish this was just a bad dream Wake up to reality What the hell am I supposed to do now? Can't forget those times we had It just reminds me that I can't move on Why is it so hard for me Good times haunt my memory Maybe it's cause I've been missin' you I can't move on Don't know what she saw in me Can't have love with loyalty Somethin' must be wrong with me 'Cause I can't move on