I can’t help it Spent the day in my bed again Maybe I’m too selfish For all of the things I can’t change I know it’s no good for me To sit and bottle the pain away No wonder why I’m so shook to see That these days somethings don’t feel the same That’s why I still get scared if I don’t open up I still get scared you’ll leave me broken but It’s not that you would Though I know that you could I just get shook that I’m not good enough So tired of asking Like there’s gotta many ways To say what I never say Never say it regardless Like I’m overdue better days God damn for heavens sake Cos who would want a skinny figure that’s only so easily triggered Wish my arms was bigger and try see the bigger picture Made a bet with myself That I’m gone better myself Like nobody else could I ever tell Cos I still get scared if I don’t open up I still get scared you’ll leave me broken but It’s not that you would Though I know that you could I just get shook that I’m not good enough I still get scared if I don’t hold you right And I’d lose my head if you left tonight It’s not that you would Though I know that you could I just get shook that I’m not good enough Cos this is nothing like the fucking movies Maybe if I took a second to consider all the feelings running through me I would finally come to see All I am is all I need And that the sadness that done filled me up Was everything but me And maybe if I took the time I mean, really took the time If I could take my own advice That I give every other life Then I’d finally understand All I need is where I stand And that the sadness that done filled me up has made me who I am Cos I still get scared if I don’t open up I still get scared you’ll leave me broken but It’s not that you would Though I know that you could I just get shook that I’m not good enough I still get scared if I don’t hold you right And I’d lose my head if you left tonight It’s not that you would Though I know that you could I just get shook that I’m not good enough Cos I just get shook Yes I still get shook Why do I get shook Cos I just get shook