you know trying is not easy I'm always cheated on and always wants to be dropped I don't understand why does everything always have to happen? my troubles, my anxieties Isn't that enough to make them happy? All this time I have tolerated all their crimes I always pray that they get the best even though I know, I'm the one suffering Should I stick with the protagonist role? I am tired I want to be in the antagonist position I don't want to feel pain I've shed enough tears I've had enough of everything Now give me your antagonist role! I switched to my protagonist role so you know how it feels to be tortured in my position.