I've been running for a while yeah I've been drowning for a while I've been running for a while I won't be here for a while Ngoba langbuya khona La ngbuya khona They just teach you how to hate and not to love yourself. Yeah yeah La ngbuya Khona La ngbuya khona They just teach you how to hate and not to love yourself. Thats why I'm always in my feelings , I can't help It I confess I know I'm toxic I got problems I got trauma from my past But when I smoke my weed ngizizwa ncono I get peace for a while. I'm just a product of my environment Baby and I ain't proud of it I cant even lie Always on beast mode I hope you can save me Teach me how to love baby teach me all your patience I need you to guide ngyazi akhukho lula Ngiyazi umdali uzongphendula Ngoba langbuya khona La ngbuya khona They don't teach how to love they want you to hate your self Yeah I've been running for a while , yeah I've been drowning for a while I've been running for a while I won't be here for a while Ngoba langbuya khona La ngbuya khona They just teach you how to hate and not to love yourself. La ngbuya Khona La ngbuya khona They just teach you how to hate and not to love yourself.