Half of my school didn't know my name And they still don't know Half of my family didn't know the real me And they still don't know Then you appeared from the white mist And for a second gave me comfort and bliss Are you real or a delusional fantasy? You use me and discard me And I'm back around it Round, round, like a merry-go-round I'll never leave this holy ground You lie to me and discard me And I'm sadly back around it Round, round, like a merry-go-round Round, around, feel so discombobulated Am I in love or am I in danger? (Hmm) I could bleed You would sniff and laugh Then stab me with your knife Tear me apart Like a hungry wolf hunting at midnight Saying that I don't need anyone (Ah) And I'm surely don't need anyone (Ah) I just needed you and everyone And then some, but y'all gone After you promised you were the one You use me and discard me And I'm back around it Round, round, like a merry-go-round I'll never leave this holy ground You lie to me and discard me And I'm sadly back around it Round, round, like a merry-go-round Round, around, feel so discombobulated (Hmm) Am I in love or am I in danger? (Hmm) You're my heroine I'm your heroin You're my heroine I'm your heroin Baby, you ruined me This hell on earth is not the same without you here I could die 3 people at my funeral would pretend to cry I swore I was better before I died But I only got better at pretending I was fine, fuck it I was your heroin You were my heroine I'm not your heroin But you were my heroine Baby, I'm lovesick