My brain really hates me But that’s okay I guess Society will flame me If I decide to wear a dress My self esteem is ruined And nobody is surprised Cause all that I keep hearing Are thoughts telling me to die And I’m sick of everyone The games are over this is no fun Who cares about me anyway? After all nobodies here to stay These are things I said five years ago (when I didn’t know what was right or wrong) I’m getting better than I was as I go (making sure not to leave a thought unknown) Each day I keep on getting closer Yet every day I feel like a loser The hurt just gets worse When you tell me all your lies I’d rather be in a hearse Than to see your devilish eyes I just can’t think straight for a minute Because my brain can’t handle it What else is there even to say? Should I tell everyone that I’m half gay? And I’m sick of everyone The games are over this is no fun Who cares about me anyway? After all nobodies here to stay These are things I said five years ago (when I didn’t know what was right or wrong) I’m getting better than I was as I go (making sure not to leave a thought unknown) Each day I keep on getting closer Yet every day I feel like a loser My brain feels empty Nobody’s around My head keeps spinning I don’t think I’ll be found Someone come save me From this mess I’m in Can anyone help me? Maybe I’m just a wimp Nobody is answering It’s as quiet as Capone Maybe I’m my own savior But my thoughts won’t leave me alone These are things I said five years ago (when I didn’t know what was right or wrong) I’m getting better than I was as I go (making sure not to leave a thought unknown) Each day I keep on getting closer Yet every day I feel like a loser These are things I said five years ago (when I didn’t know what was right or wrong) I’m getting better than I was as I go (making sure not to leave a thought unknown) Each day I keep on getting closer Yet every day I feel like a loser