[00:00.000] 作词 : Kyle Persell/Jacob Ezra Segura
[00:00.206] 作曲 : Kyle Persell/Jacob Ezra Segura
[00:00.413]As these judging eyes surround me
[00:03.820]And silence tearing me apart
[00:07.407]Only seeing to the surface
[00:11.209]They refuse to see my heart
[00:14.264]In this mould that they have made me
[00:18.207]Tried so hard to fit in tight
[00:21.638]Every day's a punishment
[00:25.060]For being human but the wrong kind
[00:28.531]All their heavy words I carry
[00:32.390]Try to grind them down to dust
[00:35.838]But the pile's getting so deep
[00:39.565]Pretty soon it's gonna bury us
[00:42.484]I see two paths that sit before me
[00:46.628]The decision's mine to make
[00:49.976]Do I wear the mask and follow
[00:53.532]Or pay the price of bеing brave?
[00:57.359]These wounds aren't healing
[01:01.158]And I am scared to death
[01:04.403]That I'll look into the mirror
[01:08.042]And believe the things they've said
[01:12.087]No I wasn't ready for the shame so heavy, maybe they will never understand
[01:18.487]Can't keep facing this fire, I'm so damn tired
[01:24.708]Of being who I am
[01:27.149]No need to say that I'm immoral
[01:31.028]No need to tell me I'm a freak
[01:34.241]Don't waste your breath, you made that more than clear
[01:38.111]In the way you looked at me
[01:41.210]The only choices that you give me
[01:45.138]Two different ways I can be killed
[01:48.690]Hate my life for being fake
[01:52.286]I hate myself for being real
[01:55.995]These wounds aren't healing
[01:59.913]And I am scared to death
[02:03.118]That I'll look into the mirror
[02:06.736]And believe the things they've said
[02:10.793]No I wasn't ready for the shame so heavy, maybe they will never understand
[02:17.116]Can't keep facing this fire, I'm so damn tired
[02:23.381](Of being who I am)
[02:26.525]Every day I wanna die, but nobody helps
[02:29.905]'Cause they're too busy praying I'll be someone else
[02:33.377]Every day is full of pain that they have never felt
[02:36.943]But they're too busy praying I'll be someone else
[02:40.389]These wounds aren't healing
[02:44.273]And I am scared to death
[02:47.531]That I'll look into the mirror
[02:51.154]And believe the things they've said
[02:55.269]No I wasn't ready for the shame so heavy, maybe they will never understand
[03:01.614]Can't keep facing this fire, I'm so damn tired
[03:07.857]Of being who I am