I feel anger deep in my body Every thought makes me freeze I lose myself again and again Control is not what I prefer The fire burns like it never stops My heart beats like a wild gallop I'm looking for my way back To who I was But every step feels like a weld I want to scream, I want to run I want to suppress this anger But I'm still trapped in my head I just want to be as promised again I'm looking for a way, a way A path that gives me freedom again I want to learn I want to grow But keep folding In circles again and again Every day is a new fight A battle I haven't learned yet But I keep searching And I don't give up Until I find myself at the top again I want to scream, I want to run I want to suppress this anger But I'm still trapped in my head I just want to be as promised again