brutal (Explicit) - Olivia Rodrigo Lyrics by：Daniel Nigro/Olivia Rodrigo Composed by：Daniel Nigro/Olivia Rodrigo I want it to be like messy 我想一切变得混乱起来 I'm so insecure I think 我担心着 That I'll die before I drink 在我可以喝酒之前我就会离开这世界 And I'm so caught up in the news 我陷在那些报道中 Of who likes me and who hates you 关于谁喜欢我谁讨厌我 And I'm so tired that I might 我厌倦了一切或许我会 Quit my job start a new life 放弃我的工作开始新的人生 And they'd all be so disappointed 然后人们就会对我感到失望 'Cause who am I if not exploited 若我不被媒体炒作 我又算得上谁 And I'm so sick of seventeen 讨厌十七岁的年纪 Where's my f**king teenage dream 我的年少之梦何在 If someone tells me one more time 如果有人再对我说 \"Enjoy your youth\" I'm gonna cry ”享受你的青春年华“ 我会落泪 And I don't stick up for myself 我也不会为我自己辩解 I'm anxious and nothing can help 整日忧虑惆怅 没有人能将我拯救 And I wish I'd done this before 我多希望我早已越过这种难关 And I wish people liked me more 我希望人们能喜欢我多一些 All I did was try my best 我已竭尽全力 This the kinda thanks I get 这就是我所收到的感谢 Unrelentlessly upset 无止境的心烦意乱 Uh oh They say these are the golden years 人们说现在是大好时光 But I wish I could disappear 但我希望我能消失 Ego crush is so severe 感觉我自尊心已经受到严重摧毁 God it's brutal out here 天哪这个世界如此残酷 I feel like no one wants me 感觉没有人渴望我 And I hate the way I'm perceived 我讨厌别人对我的误解 I only have two real friends 我只有两个真心的朋友 And lately I'm a nervous wreck 最近我的精神变得极度紧张 'Cause I love people I don't like 因为我爱上了我不喜欢的人 And I hate every song I write 我讨厌我写的每一首歌 And I'm not cool and I'm not smart 我一点都不酷我也不太聪明 And I can't even parallel park 我甚至不可以把车泊好 All I did was try my best 我已竭尽全力 This the kinda thanks I get 这就是我所收到的感谢 Unrelentlessly upset 无止境的心烦意乱 Uh oh They say these are the golden years 人们说现在是大好时光 But I wish I could disappear 但我希望我能消失 Ego crush is so severe 感觉我自尊心已经受到严重摧毁 God it's brutal out here 天哪这个世界如此残酷 She's having a really good time 她正享受其中 Got a broken ego broken heart 自尊受损 破碎的心 And God I don't even know where to start 天哪我都不知道该从何说起