Well it’s just me And my decision It was easier before Was only words Endless revisions Now I’m staring at the door Am I wrong Am I ruined What’s it like to be alone Even the truth Can be confusing But let the blameless cast their stone I won’t go back I won’t go back I won’t go back, go back When I go to bed I count my blessings They always outweigh all the fears But then in my head A full undressing Of all the things that got me here But I won’t doubt Cuz doubt’s contagious You know I’m trying to do my best But I have hope And that’s outrageous Only got one life to live I won’t go back I won’t go back I won’t go back, go back I won’t go back I won’t go back I won’t go back, go back I wanna say what I wanna say I wanna mean what I mean I wanna lay out all my wants And if I don’t get ‘em, scream Cuz I’m just so fucking grateful That I made it through the day I am sad, but I am stable I don’t wish the pain away I wanna feel good in my body Wanna doubt, wanna believe Wanna tell you to say you’re sorry Why is that so hard for me Cuz I’ve seen how far I’ve come I know how much there’s left to go And the whole thing is a circle Where it ends, nobody knows I won’t go back I won’t go back I won’t go back, go back I won’t go back I won’t go back I won’t go back, go back I won’t go back I won’t go back I won’t go back, go back I won’t go back I won’t go back I won’t go back, go back