It's not my first time being disappointed It's not my first time being let down And this vacation is fucking stupid But that realization won't save me now As the thread I've unravelled won't lead me back home I've had to learn how the unknown can make you feel so alone I came from where we'll have it all Returned in time to watch it fall For every benevolent step you have yet to take I raised the tiniest flag, inhaled whisper \"It's a mistake\" I watch you stray our days away It's not okay, it'll never be okay I came from where we'll have it all Returned in time to help birth the fall Sit on my hands, they're drenched in blood I know I could, I know I should But after all we're just killing time I'm killing yours, and you're killing mine